Friday, March 03, 2006

Angry again

Two different people have said things to me that I am hearing as, "Even though you are doing all that you are doing. Even though for the past month you have done nothing but take care of Evan; make certain that you are not neglecting your family; and do self-therapy trying to make yourself less compulsive and easier to be around -- it is not enough."

Now I have a feeling that what they have said should not be taken that way. I have a feeling that I am just hitting a point of emotional exhaustion and am a bit over-sensitive to anything that might be the least little bit critical...and I am hoping that after I take a break and get some rest I will have emotional responses more in line with the situation.

At the moment though...I want to scream, and then cry, and then sleep.

First though I have to go be the grown-up rational college professor for a couple of hours.

1 comment:

  1. Once you're done being the grown up, please try to rest.


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